Saturday, July 25, 2015

SHA [ I'm Just A Girl ]

I've had a lot of blogs before but this is the first time I wrote about my self. And this is quite weird for me, so just keep it as my own diary, neh? When you read this I hope you can give me a suggestion through the comments.


Okay, as far i think i already grown up and more mature than before because i'm 18th and almost 19th. I think I should be more thinking about the future, but what i did just go anywhere to be have fun. The funny thing is i'm more be a fan of KPOP and this is worst than before because i'm learning to do a rapp. When i was 15th, i did dance cover from KPOP's songs and that was amazing all ever. I thought it was fun at the time, but it didn't. This time even I went wherever there was a show about dance and i'm learning so fast about the choreography.
The most favorite thing i did when I was growing up was when I became a content writer of cultural's site. Maybe you guys don't know yet if I am forbidden to be a writer by my grandmother. Although I am only as volunteers on it's website, at least I have the happiness of myself because of my writing can be read by many people.
Moreover, I have just become a part of one of Indonesia's cultural community. It is an amazing thing because I can have a lot of new friends. I never imagined what happened now because I think all the good things only happen in a fiction as a princess who just discovered her kingdom.
Let's forget my secondary activity.

Now, let me introduce my self. My name is Sabrina and you can call me with as you want. I was one of the student in the Faculty of engineering. I think I became one of the students who smart, maybe this sounds be arrogant. But i must proud of who am i, right?
But I feel very depressed lately because I am very worried about my score will be bad and ruin everything. I am not someone who can be good friends so I just rely on my score in order to make new friends. I'm talk but not trust and i know i'm typically who perfectionists and a loser at the same time. And every day I feel worse. Sometimes I am tired but I also can't stop now because I will not be considered by anyone if I give up. And I don't even know what I need to do for the future. I hope I'm not this fast to be mature because I'm not ready yet.

I wish i just be a girl forever...


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